Monday, May 18, 2009

Its all coming back

Its bugging me so much
I just want to feel that touch
But i don't know where to start
Because so many times its fallen apart
Ive gotten one step in the door
And my foots about to touch the floor
But i step back because i don't know what to do
Ive been here many times but don't have a clue
I cant even think straight
Because i just don't want to wait
I wish i could have some alone time
But i don't want to be like a mime
Doing everything I've done before
Making sure not to ignore
But once again i step back
Because i don't want to get off track
She makes me want to do so much more
Because shes the one I've been wishing for
How do i know if she even feels that way
Of course i can ask but how do i say
I'm so
I don't know

Wednesday, April 29, 2009

I just want you in my arms tonight
Ive got just one chance to make it right
You are the one I've been searching for
You are the one that i adore
Ive looked for so long just to see
All the things that make me... me
And it turns out that its you
And I've finally figured out what to do
But one thing is definitely true
I love you.... I love you
So I'm gonna hold on hold on
I'm gonna hold on hold on
You are just the one for me
Your are the only one i see
Because i love you... I love you
Now times may get rough
And that makes it tough
But we've just gotta hold on hold on
I'm gonna hold on hold on
to you
That is what I'm gonna do
You are the most extraordinary thing
that i have ever seen
You make my hear shake
Just like a big earthquake
Whenever your around
I just seem to block out the sound
Because your the only one i want to hear
Your the only one i want to be near
Because I love you... I love you
And every time i awake
your the first in my mind, for goodness sake
I love you yes I love you
I'm gonna try my best not to lose you
and the only thing i can do
is hold on just hold on
and when i go to bed at night
Your the last thing in my sight
I love you yes I love you
I just hope we can live together
and be in love forever and ever
Because I'm gonna hold on hold on
Yes I'm gonna hold on hold on
I never want to let you go
And i just hope that you know
I love you

Sunday, March 29, 2009

Learn To Love

To learn how to love
Is the hardest thing to learn
And to keep it while you move
With all the things that may burn
Along the way but you must
Learn to give and not
Expect anything but trust in return
And through the bad things that happen on the spot
You must learn to take it
No matter how bad it may be
You must learn to sit
Through it all and enjoy life and see
The happiness that is deep inside
All of those people that you pass by
And to make it come out, you decide
To give a smile so they don't have to cry
It makes them happy to see the love
That you have just showed them
But you shouldn't have to expect their love
In return because that's just for you
When you are hurt you must know
How to deal with it and bless
Those who may curse you and go
On with the way things are, and mess
With them using your love, and always
Learn to forgive no matter how bad
It may be to give away
The love that you have deep inside
You learn to grow from being hurt
And be born again, whats past
Is past and you must move on with
What you have in life, give what you got
And not expect anything in return
After all the things that you have given,
You have learned to love
"I Try When I Can, And I Can When I Try" -Mat Rodgers

Friday, January 2, 2009

oldest

I sit here watching the sunset

Only thinking of you

I try so hard to forget

All the bad things ive been through

I stare off into the distance

Wondering what you ar doing

I dont want to know the difference

Of what we are persuing

All i can tell you is

That you are the one ive been searching for

No matter how broken my heart is

I will look to you to break it no more

 

older than the last

She sits there doing what she does best

       Not knowing my true feelings for her

          But if she did , im sure it would be a test

           Of how far i will go to be with her for sure

I wish i could just say how i feel

But it's not as easy as it seems

 I live a life thats comepletely unreal

Because I only see her in my dreams

If only she could be out there

But i dont even know where to look

Can someone just tell me where

Maybe shes a wonderful cook

And she may already know my true feelings

But i will just have to see

The cards that love is dealing

Then i will soon work up the strength

To finally tell her what ive been dying to say

That i'm willing to go the length

Of the world someday

Just to have her in my arms

And i can call her my own

older

I gaze into those beautiful eyes

not knowing what your thinking about

and you look in mine and to your suprise

you see me just trying to figure out

why you would be interested in a guy like me

there are so many others who are better

but you still look at me to see

if i can give you the acceptance letter

to my heart but it takes time

and its not as easy as you think

im hurt you see and that why i rhyme

to clear my mind so i dont sink

into more depression

but its up to you

if you feel you can give me your confession

of love, than maybe thats what ill do

i look to many people just to give me strength

but its doesn't come around

i sit alone not knowing whats next

you decide you make the choice you are the key

to my happiness

old

Thinkin Only Of Her

I sit here alone once again

Thinking only of her

That beautiful brown hair

And those beautiful eyes

Thinking of how happy it makes me

To see that smile on her face

And wondering what i can do to make that better

All that comes to mind is just being there with her

Seeing that smile show up whenever im around

Is just one of the greatest things ever

and at this point its not about ryming

because i dont care about that

I care about her

Its funny how things turn out

I go from being this lonely noneventful

kind of guy to a guy

who can never stop thinking about this girl

and ways just to make her smile

because thats all i want to see when im with her

is that gorgeous smile of hers just waitin to appear