oldest

I sit here watching the sunset

Only thinking of you

I try so hard to forget

All the bad things ive been through

I stare off into the distance

Wondering what you ar doing

I dont want to know the difference

Of what we are persuing

All i can tell you is

That you are the one ive been searching for

No matter how broken my heart is

I will look to you to break it no more

 

older than the last

She sits there doing what she does best

       Not knowing my true feelings for her

          But if she did , im sure it would be a test

           Of how far i will go to be with her for sure

I wish i could just say how i feel

But it's not as easy as it seems

 I live a life thats comepletely unreal

Because I only see her in my dreams

If only she could be out there

But i dont even know where to look

Can someone just tell me where

Maybe shes a wonderful cook

And she may already know my true feelings

But i will just have to see

The cards that love is dealing

Then i will soon work up the strength

To finally tell her what ive been dying to say

That i'm willing to go the length

Of the world someday

Just to have her in my arms

And i can call her my own

older

I gaze into those beautiful eyes

not knowing what your thinking about

and you look in mine and to your suprise

you see me just trying to figure out

why you would be interested in a guy like me

there are so many others who are better

but you still look at me to see

if i can give you the acceptance letter

to my heart but it takes time

and its not as easy as you think

im hurt you see and that why i rhyme

to clear my mind so i dont sink

into more depression

but its up to you

if you feel you can give me your confession

of love, than maybe thats what ill do

i look to many people just to give me strength

but its doesn't come around

i sit alone not knowing whats next

you decide you make the choice you are the key

to my happiness

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Thinkin Only Of Her I sit here alone once again Thinking only of her That beautiful brown hair And those beautiful eyes Thinking of how happy it makes me To see that smile on her face And wondering what i can do to make that better All that comes to mind is just being there with her Seeing that smile show up whenever im around Is just one of the greatest things ever and at this point its not about ryming because i dont care about that I care about her Its funny how things turn out I go from being this lonely noneventful kind of guy to a guy who can never stop thinking about this girl and ways just to make her smile because thats all i want to see when im with her is that gorgeous smile of hers just waitin to appear

Moving To Mars

Sitting in zacs room just thinking about her

i dont understand why shes always on my mind

well obviously i like her but theres got to be some other

reason for these things going through my head but as i try to find

the real reason for whats going on

i wonder when i will be able to actually spend some quality time with this girl

and ofcourse im going to see her on monday at school 

but thats not the point i want to be able to take this girl 

somewhere we can both be together all alone not surrounded by people at school

but true alone time, i just want to be able to lay there with her and gaze at the stars

and not ever worry about whats going to happen next but just know

that im always going to be there with her no matter what happens even if we move to mars

ill still have that urge to just be with her and go 

to a special place that only we know about, then maybe, just maybe 

ill be there with her forever and without worry

i would wake her up every morning with a "good morning baby"

and never have to move in a hurry because we are together on our own planet 

In a few seconds

Well this is the start of my official blog

and the reason for it is because im just bored

it was weird how much of the fog 

that was in chino hills and stored 

there all throughout the day

but now its time to get serious

and really tell you what i want to say

its amazing how girls are so mysterious

the way they are suddenly very talkative

for a second and suddenely quiet and have to go

its hard to stay very positive

with a relationship when ur constantly answered with a no

but i shouldnt let it get to me because there is obviously a reason for everything

and with that i must push on with what im striving for and worry about another thing

-Mat Rodgers